{ Love it or leave it alone }
Love It or Leave It Alone
This year began fabulously for me. I'm just mentioning this because the past couple of days served as a reminder.
There are many matters that I am itching to write about but how does one go about doing so without revealing too much or exposing oneself to infinite vulnerability?
I was talking to Farah on the phone the other day and when I do speak with her it tends to be about everyone else back home. God knows I am thankful that some of you girls blog. Even though I am not remotely close to many of you, I am simply grateful to know what it is you go through and the manner in which you cope.
I've never been one to celebrate Valentine's and I don't think I ever will although I probably had one of the better 14th of Febs in my 19th going on 20th year of living. All I want is to forget consequence, to pretend it doesn't exist to achieve my peace. To spend as much time as I can on something without suspicion, without regret, without waste.
I've fallen only once. I'd describe to you how is it that I know so, but it's a long story. Maybe one day, when all is well (or worst yet, when all is over), I'll tell it to you.
This year began fabulously for me. I'm just mentioning this because the past couple of days served as a reminder.
There are many matters that I am itching to write about but how does one go about doing so without revealing too much or exposing oneself to infinite vulnerability?
I was talking to Farah on the phone the other day and when I do speak with her it tends to be about everyone else back home. God knows I am thankful that some of you girls blog. Even though I am not remotely close to many of you, I am simply grateful to know what it is you go through and the manner in which you cope.
I've never been one to celebrate Valentine's and I don't think I ever will although I probably had one of the better 14th of Febs in my 19th going on 20th year of living. All I want is to forget consequence, to pretend it doesn't exist to achieve my peace. To spend as much time as I can on something without suspicion, without regret, without waste.
I've fallen only once. I'd describe to you how is it that I know so, but it's a long story. Maybe one day, when all is well (or worst yet, when all is over), I'll tell it to you.
( a l y a a ) @ Thursday, February 15, 2007 / 11:18 pm /