Differences In Perception
Gosh, I had a close-call to ending something I totally had no intention of doing at all. Somehow, it was one of those moments (a collection of many really, happening consecutively one after another), where I was more or less operating outside of rational thought. I listened to myself, being unreasonable, persistently rebutting even though my points were beyond ridiculous. And yet, my sensibility (because of what I conclude to be egoistic motivations) refused to surface itself. I am not going to over-analyze the situation though; conflicts are never too good for one's emotions and brainpower shall not be wasted. Not until the time comes anyway.
I am just glad forgiveness is always an option and change is possibly never too late. All I need to do is remind myself of the gem I'm blessed with. One that I've found, lost, retrieved and maybe someday be able to keep.
( a l y a a ) @ Friday, January 19, 2007 / 10:26 am /