Every so often, one becomes too overcome by one's current state of affairs that it disables any form of self-expression. Or perhaps chronicling the events as they happen isn't all that necessary or worth the trouble. I remember thinking, at the very birth of this blog spot that I would exploit this approach of communication to get all my thoughts across, directly or not, to readers who presumably cared enough to visit. To vomit all of the bad karma and possibly never have to hear of it again. But alas, I have ceased to believe in such an idea because quite frankly, I don't think it has worked as well as I hoped it would.
I was talking to a beautiful girlfriend of mine the other day, and even though she has known me for less than a year, it's unbelievable how she reads me so well. If you couldn't already tell, just recently I lost something that has never happened to me before. Again. And even though I was continuously reminded by the very thing that I lost, it took her words to make me fathom that I threw it all away after all. How I feel about that is yet to be determined. I'm evading the reaction at all costs until I can be sure that the rough waves have passed.
So maybe, I could talk about the weather instead?
Because I know my pictures aren't exactly artsy or of aesthetic pleasure. :p
( a l y a a ) @ Saturday, May 26, 2007 / 2:20 am /