I've managed to catch up on a lot of sleep in the past couple of days. It's wonderful to be able to wake up validly at noon. I say validly because I've nothing better to do that is more productive than that anyways. Even though my stress levels should have significantly decreased by now, but just like how it crept up, it can only gradually go down.
How incredibly ironic is it that when it's after exams, I feel no inclination at all to go out and do anything. Not with the company that is presented before me. I don't know, sometimes you just need the right person or the right group of people to enjoy doing absolutely nothing with. Unfortunately for me, I have neither. I don't think. It can be a bit tiring having to make conversation with those that you have not reached a certain comfort-level with. Things have got regrettably complicated with my right person to the point of no return. All I can do really, is just be patient, until it all blows over although I might continue the chain of apology messages. Or start, actually, since all I've been doing is everything that I shouldn't. If you're reading this, I'm admitting, for the first time ever, that this is about you, and that I'm really truly sorry.
( a l y a a ) @ Monday, May 07, 2007 / 10:16 pm /