I want you to agree with me
I had a back-to-school weekend. To make things worse, it had to be a Thursday to Sunday full of events. I returned from the aforementioned patriotic getaway this afternoon. I benefited in more ways than I thought. Any preconceived notions were quickly abolished and it was instead, a refreshing experience, even though I felt like I was missing out on things going at home. Who knows, maybe I am meant to get away from all of that. Truth be told, I think I needed this. A reminder of all things truly Malaysian.On another subject altogether, I have to say that I cannot believe how difficult it is to get over things! If you're trying to relate, I mean just anything that has had a great effect on your life. And yes I am admitting that some people can make such an impact. It frustrates me. Patience is probably something that I don't have which makes it all the more difficult. Maybe that's why everytime, I feel so easily rejected. I want it to be over because the situation is so helpless and I suffer.
I am trying. Maybe I should've stuck to the initial idea.Conflicted, I am.
( a l y a a ) @ Monday, August 14, 2006 / 5:06 pm /