Part of the teenage angst brigade.I'm a person who will neither forgive nor forget.Unless you have a justifiable explanation for the emotional crime you committed and that you'd genuinely admit to your own stupidity and blindness. With the exception of that, in my eyes, you will appear to have a harry potter-like scar across your face. Don't be mistaken, I do not hold grudges. Then again, every time I see certain people, or hear about the person and happen to be talking about him or her, recollections of the person (both good and bad,but mostly bad) comes flooding into my mind. This is of course not for everybody as I mentioned certain. Truth be told, I'm searching for a resolution so that this will not occur. Don't you think it's a bloody waste of time; having unworthy memories running through your head.
Maybe it's the extent of the damage. Maybe it's because that person is your friend. Maybe it's because there was no closure. Maybe it's just you.
I, for one, find it mystifying that I can't seem to ignore a person's past wrongdoings though I'm sure I'm not alone in that respect. I think it's something to do with you opening yourself up to people only to have them disappoint you in return. I don't think anyone deserves to learn it the hard way.
Evidently,I have issues. Allow me to pour them out. Thank you.
PS: Suprisingly enough,I am not in trauma for any harm done. I'm stronger than that.
( a l y a a ) @ Wednesday, December 21, 2005 / 3:26 pm /
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